WOW! And I say it louder.

I am struggling.

How will people view what I am about to do?

How will my mom take it?

How do I even tell her to begin with?

Are these feelings true?

Am I in love?

Or, am I just afraid to loose my special someone?

My life is turned upside down now.

This is a big leap.

And, I am afraid of heights.

Can I be a good husband?

Can I be a good father?

I don’t want to break your heart.

Lets hold hands and do this together.

I want to be your rock you can stand on.

And, I want you to be the caregiver for the rock.

Together forever.

These are my feelings.