WOW! And I say it louder.

Sometimes we get an idea. An idea to do something, or go somewhere, or to meet someone. There seems to be two types of people. Ones who don’t think twice and just do, and the others that sit and try to make a calculated thought about it.

The ones who don’t think twice and just do. Are the risk takers. They are the ones that seems to be the more successful ones. The ones others look up to. The leaders. The ones that have the most fun in life.

The other, calculated ones. Are the ones that dont make as many mistakes. Are safe. Are the ones you can depend on. They don’t seem to go any where in life because they are always too busy thinking about the things they want to do, that they never actually do them. If they actually do finally decide, most of the time it’s too late.

Things change too often for us to not take chance. Take a risk. Yet we all want to be safe and not get hurt. We miss out on too many opportunities in life to not take risks. We are scared of the unknown. We feel we wont know what to do once we do it. What we will say if we meet a new person, what we will do once we go somewhere new, how we will do the new job we got.

The real problem is not taking a risk and failing. It’s taking a risk and it being successful.

Take a risk today. Worst feeling is, not knowing what it would have been like.

I know nothing in life is easy, and nothing is handed to you. You have to work hard for what you have and what you want in life. All my life, I have just let things happen to me, and so far everything has worked out in the end. But I am ready to take control and make it happen now.

I am about to quit something I love, something I am good at, something that takes up a lot of my time. I have made a name for myself and people look up to me. I am the best of the best, but I cannot do it anymore with my new path I want to take in life.  I have support and I am willing to make this sacrifice. Maybe later on I will come back to you. I know I will crave you, like an addiction. I have to keep strong.

Life always seem to do this to me. When I am going good something bad happens, well not just something, but everything. All at once. The opposite happens too, when everything is bad and wrong and miserable, I get a bunch of good things all at once. I made up my mind to change, and I have this new opportunity now. I also got offered another opportunity and now I have to make a choice between the two. Maybe I will just take a taste of the latter.

Short term goal: Profit.

Long term goal: Move.

Well, that was an adventure.  Haven’t been to the movies in ages and I got to share it with someone special which made me very happy. We went and saw Kick-Ass, or as my ticket read Kick-A** lol.

Was a decent movie. I didn’t expect as much blood as there was. Had a lot of neat things that I haven’t ever saw in a action movie, ie Mindy. Makes me look at 11 yr old girls differently now!

Was quite odd though, was a quiet movie really, just showing a dork trying to act out his passion. Then all the sudden this little girl comes into the picture and slices peoples body parts off and stabs and shoots people. Was intense.

Favorite scene was testing how it felt to get shot.

It’s funny that you would go for a guy that cuts himself, considering all the scars you have on your body.

It’s funny that you pull the same stunt over and over again.

It’s funny you always go for much older guys… one even twice your age? rly?

It’s funny that the guy you like atm, is as immature as you and you make a cute couple.

It’s funny when I have proof that you lied to me, and you still lie.

It’s funny that you are taking a break to study, but talk to him for most of the day.

It’s funny that you want a normal sleep schedule, then stay up the same hours talking with him, and get up late as usual.

It’s funny that the person you said you liked more, was the one that gave me that video.

It’s funny that you have lied so much that you can’t remember that you never gave me that video.

It’s funny if you would have sent that to me AND him.

It’s funny that you are talking with another guy at the same time as your new one.

It’s funny that you have some real daddy issues.

It’s funny that you have a problem swallowing constantly.

It’s funny that you have abnormal body discharges.

It’s funny that I gave your dad all of this information.

It’s funny that I am going to come visit you in California, even after all of this.